Most Difficult Decision in Life

I think that my most difficult decision was when we were asked if we either will go to Indonesia, where our father has taken a job, or stay here in the philippines. Well, me and my brother thought about it very much. We occasionally shared our opinions. Well, for me, I thought that it was okay to go to Indonesia but there are many things that I will miss here in the Philippines. On the other hand, if we stay here in the Phil. we will miss our dad. I thought very much about the benefits that we will get if we went to Indonesia and compared it the things that I will miss here in the Philippines. In the end, I have decided a 50-50 chance that I will stay or go.
The final decision was made by our parents. Since they know that we were having a hard time deciding, they decided that we just stay here in the Philippines with my mother, but occasionaly, maybe 4 times a year, we're going to visit our dad in Indonesia.